"Are you excited?" C asked -- "What do you mean by excited?" "Well, I mean are you excited to see if we're pregnant this month? Cause I am. I'm really excited about it. I can't wait to get the call saying 'I'M PREGNANT!"
"Yes, I am very excited, but scared sh**less at the same time"
So last month was a write off... I was four days late and had high hopes that we were pregnant, but AF decided to come the next day. I was upset, but I knew that there was this month..or maybe the next month too!
I blew through 8..yes count them 8 preggy tests last month. Sad I know. But I wanted to make sure that I wasn't..or was... but in the end I wasn't. So I had to wait patiently for AF to come and go.
We are both very excited to see what happens this month. I'm not going to get my hopes up, but I'm not leaving any holes either (ie: I'm on it... er.. not literally.. but kind of. TMI??)
We aren't tracking my ovulation or anything, well I can say that I'm kind of tracking my cycles. But it's really just for me. I didn't want to make C feel like a stud service, so all the nitty gritty stuff I'm dealing with on my own. I want this to be fun for the both of us. But we are gettin er' done. HAHAHA! Too much info??
I'm sorry if some of this is a little personal, if you don't approve then don't read it. I just want to write about it. :P
So anyways that's where we stand on this particular issue... here's hoping that I get my BFP this month